live through this, and you won't look back

I have an essay test Monday, work all day Tuesday with an emotionally disturbed woman who is going to flip a shit, and then a multiple choice test AND an essay test Wednesday. I hate midterms.

I REALLY hate how fat I feel.

Oh well. Everything will get better. I promise.

My mom is turning my room into an office. I guess that means I'm a grown-up. The family is going on a ski trip without me this week. And my dog died. And my youngest sister is apparently old enough to have friends hang themselves. All in the last week. I feel very disconnected from the homestead indeed.

Good things:

I love my boyfriend. He loves me, even though I'm insane. Maybe even because of it.

Spring is coming to New York City, slowly but surely.

I am probably intelligent enough to get into grad school SOMEWHERE.

I have the apartment to myself this weekend, so I can practice living alone - aka bumming it on the couch studying/watching TV alone.

I may buy bread and cheese this afternoon.