school is a lot. work is a lot. missing my boyfriend is a lot. feeling fat is a lot. but it is going to be alright.
the boyfriend has become, in addition to being the boyfriend, the best friend. i've been in love but it hasn't been this good before ever. we are both very very happy with each other. i just wish pennsylvania was closer.
i am going to be getting my very first big-girl apartment soon and living all alone for the first time in december/january. i have very little gym motivation lately, which saddens me, but the big-girl apartment will be a lot closer to the school gym so i will probably feel more likely to go then, especially after i resume daily treadmilling at home over winter break.
sometimes i wish sleeping was like hitting pause on your life. say i wanted to go to bed at 11 (hell, i want to go to bed now). so i would get in bed, fall asleep, sleep til i don't want to anymore, climb out of bed, and it would be 11:01. how great would that be?! i would get so much work done and never be tired.
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